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  • Listening to: Guitar
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: The Following
  • Playing: Guild Wars 2
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Coffee
Packing up and changing locations. Moving on over to Mosenwraith. I'll delete this page. . . eventually.
  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Listening to: Deadmau5
  • Reading: EMT workbook
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Guild Wars 2
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Sparkling Peach Water
Update long overdue. Considering account deletion and starting fresh =]

That said, I've got a decently sized scanner now. Should be seeing updates from me soon-ish.
  • Mood: Peaceful
  • Listening to: "Dance Anthem of the 80s" Regina Spektor
  • Reading: Song Quest by Katherine Roberts
  • Watching: LoL Champion Spotlight: Singed, The Mad Chemist
  • Playing: League of Legends
  • Eating: Air
  • Drinking: Orange Tea
Good evening everyone :)

I have been registered on this site since I was 15, been using it regularly since I was 16. My first journal entry was about my cats, Leon and Morpheus. My second journal entry was about how we had to give Morpheus back and took Sonia home instead.

There are numerous entries about my mother and I, how much I hated what she was putting me through. There are numerous entries about my high school life and how much I hated my classmates (still do, to an extent). I found out not long ago that many of them were convinced I was going to blow up the school! :rofl: It made my morning. I admit, there were some occasions where I wouldn't have minded if the shit hole would burst into flame all of a sudden.

I haven't uploaded much in the way of art, written work notwithstanding. I've been keeping up a lot, admittedly much better than when I was constantly uploading WIPs. I noticed that I would upload the sketches and then not touch them until I got some form of feedback (which was rare in and of itself). The pieces often went unfinished. If only you could see the improvements I've made. I believe I have come a long way. :)

This being said, it's time for a clean up.

The last year has been a period of growing up, a process I am still going through. I am still coming to grips with how the last two years have come to a close, how I've been slammed a little too hard emotionally, physically, and financially from all angles. Still, looking back, I am somewhat embarrassed at a majority of my journal entries, especially those regarding my mother. I'm no better than a spoiled brat in most of them, looking for justification for the way I feel in a community not at all for that! Such a child, tsk tsk.

Gonna clean out favorites, maybe move shit from my gallery, and delete my journal entries.

Take it easy, everyone :heart:
  • Mood: Isolated
  • Listening to: The hum of my cooling desk
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Christopher Titus Love Is Evol
  • Playing: Pokemon Black
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water
Borrowed from EmeraldTokyo

1.What time did you get up this morning?
I officially rolled out of bed at 1 in the afternoon.

2.Diamonds or pearls?

3.What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
How To Train Your Dragon

4.What is your favorite TV show?
The Daily Show

5.What did you have for breakfast?
Coffee and air.

6.What is your middle name?

7.What is your favorite cuisine?
Uh. . . >-> That seems fancy. I dunno D:

8.What foods do you dislike?
So far, it's just cream of mushroom soup xD

9.What is your favorite chip flavor?
Salt and Vinegar :D

10.What is your favorite CD at the moment?
Joy of Gunz by Combichrist and Give Up by Postal Service.

11.What kind of vehicle do you drive?
A torrent. I forget the maker.

12.Favorite sandwich?
Buffalo chicken sandwich. No really. It's the first thing I look for in any place that makes sandwiches. <3

13.What characteristics do you despise?
Whining and complaining. Mostly about little things, like a mechanic in a game or the nature of a person's job. :shrug:

14.Favorite item of clothing?
Pajama pants. I've got a pair of fuzzy ones that are comfy as fuck. o_o

15.If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go?
Vegas :D I'd take a handful of my favorite people and just go :D I've already been promised a 9 hour drinking binge at different bars and having my face licked by a show girl when I go :XD:

16.What color is your bathroom?

17.What color pants are you wearing?
Grey, red, blue, and white.

18.Where would you retire to?
I'd just need someplace quiet and comfortable.

19.Favorite time of the day?

20.What was your most memorable birthday?
Aye. . . It was my 19th birthday. I was living with my fiance and a few of our friends at the time. He got everyone together, bought me a cookie cake, and surprised me when they sang Happy Birthday to me in the hallway. I cried, and I don't believe it was because of how touched I was.

21.Where were you born?
Neptune, New Jersey.

22.What's the last thing you ate?
Panda Paws ice cream.

23.If you were a crayon, what color would you be?
I'd be the evergreen crayon you never use because it's too dark.

24.Favorite flower?
The Thorn-Apple Flower. It's gorgeous! I wouldn't recommend doing anything other than looking though :XD:

25.What fabric detergent do you use?
Whatever I can afford.

26.Coke or Pepsi?
Pepsi tastes better I guess.

27.Do you wish on stars?

28.What is your shoe size?
What is it with you people and shoe sizes?

29.Do you have any pets?
I want cats.

30.Last person you talked to on the phone?
Some chick from WC.

31.What did you want to be when you were little?
A veterinarian.

32. What are you meant to be doing now?
Sleeping or something.

33.What do you first notice about someone?
Actions. Voices. Quirks. Helps that a lot of the people I'm friends with and talk to I don't actually see.

Little brother.

35.What was your favorite toy as a child?
My stuffed pikachu. I still have it.

36.Summer or winter?

37.Hugs or Kisses?

38.Chocolate or vanilla?

39.Who is most likely to respond?
I dunno.

40.Who is least likely to respond?

41.Living arrangements?
I rent a room.

42.When was the last time you cried?
About two months ago. I had missed my daughter's 2nd birthday, was seriously missing a friend, multiple issues dragged up with an ex. Top all that with being seriously drunk and I lost it.

43.What is under your bed?
My slippers, my laptop case, newspapers. . .

44.How many countries have you visited?
None. Yet.

45.In how many cities have you lived?

46.Favorite movie of all time?
Don't have one.

47.Mountains or beach?

48.The current friend you have known the longest?
iJazz13. We've known each other for well over a decade now. :nod: We haven't talked much recently, but then she's been super devoted to her school and me to whatever the hell it is I'm doing with my life. >->

50.Usual bedtime?
8 am

51. Who do you tag?
Anyone who reads this.
  • Mood: Yearning
  • Listening to: &quot;Summer Gypsy&quot; Nujabes
  • Reading: Journals
  • Watching: The Daily Show
  • Playing: League of Legends
  • Eating: Broccoli Cheese Soup
  • Drinking: Gatorade
1) Name: Ronnie Mo Jane
2) Name Backwards:Enaj Om Einnor
3) Were you named after anyone?: Jane is after my grandmother.
4) Does your name mean anything?: It's True Image in Latin. :)
5) Nick Name(s): Moosey, Rheeb, Rhee, Moo Cow, Mosen, Mo, Ronnie, Miss V, Mooseyfate, Wraith, My Favorite MILF, Chica, Moosegoose
6) Screen Name(s): Mosenwraith, Rheebus
7) Date of Birth: February 9th
8) Place of Birth: New Jersey
10) Current Location: New York
11) Sign: Aquarius
12) Religion: None
13) Height: 5'8"
14) Weight: 152 lbs
15) Shoe Size: 10
16) Hair color: Blonde
17) Eye color: Turquoise
18) What you look like: Short blonde hair, pale, no special features save for a pair of glasses.
19) Innie or Outie: Huhwha-?
20) Righty, Lefty, ambidextrous: Right handed.
21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other: Straight.
22) Best friend(s): iJazz13 Gelmisar, The Waffler, beyondthewindowsill, Tek C:
23) Best friend you trust the most: The Waffler.
24) Best friends {your sex}: iJazz13, beyondthewindowsill
25) Best friends of the opposite sex: The Waffler, Tek, Gelmisar
26) Best Bud(s): Read above.
27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: I have none.
28) Crush: Gelmisar is one of them, the other I refuse to name!
29) Parent(s): A maniacal trucker and a conservative RN. I still wonder why they haven't divorced yet.
30.) Worst Enemy: None. Yet.
31) Favorite on-line Guy(s): On line? Really?
32) Favorite on-line Girl(s): This is stupid.
33) Funniest friend: We call him Lt. Sugar Britches.
34) Craziest friend: That would be Signal and beyondthewindowsill.
35) Advice Friend: The Waffler! And Tek.
36) Loudest Friend: No idea. There are too many to decide.
37) Person you cry with: Manic, :devbeyondthewindowsill, and iJazz13. All have heard/seen/been there for me through rough times.

Do You Have.

38) Any sisters: None.
39) Any brothers: A little brother
40) Any pets: I want cats.
41) A Disease: Not a disease, but I'm thinking I might have my mother's anxiety disorder. Or something. I get heart palpatations from time to time.
42) A Pager: Pagers still exist?
43) A Personal phone line: Doesn't everyone?
44) A Cell phone: Yup
45) A Lava lamp: I had at one point in time.
46) A Pool or hot tub:Nope.
47) A Car: Yup.

Describe Your...

48) Personality: Shy, skittish, though aggressive and outgoing when in my comfort zone. Happy, in love with life, childish though grounded. Pessimistic, bratty, disenchanted with the ways of the world. Lazy, whiny, scared of things that I cannot control.
49) Driving: They say I'm a bad driver, but I get nervous and bad when I'm in a group of people.
50) Car or one you want: I want a scooter 8D
52) Mmh: *Mhmm
53) School: I am saving up to go to school for illustration.
54) Bed: It's a full with blue, green, and brown sheets. Lots of color!
55) Relationship with your parent(s): Strained. I wish my mother would bow out of my life. My father I'm really close to, however.

Do You...

56) Believe in yourself: No.
57) Believe in love at first sight?: It's lust at first sight, not love. You can't love someone when all you have to go on is their outward appearance and the two seconds of interaction in the outside world.
58) Consider yourself a good listener: Pride myself on it, actually.
61) Save your e-mail conversations: Depends on who they're from.
62) Pray: No.
63) Believe in reincarnation: In some form, yes.
64) Like to make fun of people: Only to be a tease.
65) Like to talk on the phone: Not on the phone specifically, but through voice chat programs. With a phone, I prefer texting.
66) Like to eat: Love food!
67) Like to drive: No.
68) Get motion sickness: Nope.
69) Eat the stems of broccoli: Yup.
70) Eat Chicken fingers with a fork: Nope.
71) Dream in color: All sorts of color.
72) Type with your fingers on home row: My fingers are everywhere.
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: I have a giant stuffed pikachu I've had since I was 9 years old. To this day, he remains right where he should be: in the empty spot next to me in bed <3

What Is...?

74) Right next to you: An end table with colorful paper lanterns.
75) On the walls of your room: They're bare. :C
76) On your mouse pad: Ain't got one.
77) Your dream car: Scooter 8D
78) Your dream date: I would love to explore the woods, playing around in streams and daydreaming in clearings. Alternatively, any kind of trip to an art gallery or a museum of some sort.
79) Your dream honeymoon spot: Never gave it much thought. I suppose a week someplace quiet.
80) Your dream wife/husband: Someone eccentric who could deal with how happy I am. I'm resigned to the fact that there aren't many people who enjoy my in-love-with-life-iness, but it would be nice if he didn't try to put it down or mellow me out (I'm looking at you, almost all of my coworkers o'_'o)
81) Your bedtime: Whenever I decide to crash.
83) The single most important question: What do The Fates have in store for me?
84) Your bad time of the day: First thing in the morning.
85) Your worst fear(s): Dying alone, being sucked into a black hole, and being alive when the world ends.
86) The weather like: Slightly grey.
87) The time: 2:23 PM
88) The date: The 27th
89) The best trick you ever played on someone: That time where my friend pretended to be our clan head, and I pretended to be him. We snagged so many people.
90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: I don't have any weird food tastes that I can think of right away.
91) Theme Song: Flight of the Passing Fancy by Squirrel Nut Zippers.
92) The hardest thing about growing up: Doing it alone.
93) Your funniest experience: That time I had to help beyondthewindowsill into a leather corset.
94) Your scariest moment: The day I got married.
95) The silliest thing you've ever said: I don't recall. Read: too many things to remember.
96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex: Nothing. Just being me is enough.
97) The scariest thing that's ever happened while with your friend(s): The back tire fell off my car while I was turning. Scared us shitless.
99) The best feeling in the world: Being loved wholly and completely. I look forward to the day that I can experience something like that, though my hopes are miniscule. The second best? The wind in my hair while rollerblading and listening to music.
100) 5 people you tag: Anyone who reads this.
  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: My Computer Overheat
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: League of Legends
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.

1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
"Tortured" Otep.

2.How would you describe yourself?
"Betrayal" Silent Hill OST
(Erm. . . >.>)

3.What do you like in a guy?
"Closer" NiN
(;D Naturally.)

4.How do you feel today?
"No More Sorrow" Linkin Park
(I disagree! I'm not angry today >.>)

5.What is your life's purpose?
"Young Crazed Peeling" The Distillers

6.What is your motto?
"The Midnight Carnival" Guilty Gear OST

7.What do your friends think of you?
"Warriors Dawn" The Lord Weird Slough Feg
(FUCK YEAH >:D ...I don't believe you.)

8.What do you think of your parents?
"Xuxa" Smiley
(On some days, yes.)

9.What do you think about very often?
"The Discolored Wall" Castlevania: Bloodlines OST
(Creepy song is immensely creepy.)

10.What is 2 + 2?
"The Door of Holy Spirits" Castlevania: Symphony of the Night OST
(Apparently, 2+2 causes all hell to be unleashed upon humanity, turning the skies red and the soil into barren wasteland)

11.What do you think of your best friend?
"Feel A Fear" Guilty Gear OST
(PSH AS IF. My best friends are the most chillaxed people I know. ...Unless you fuck someone over.)

12.What do you think of the person you like?
"Get Me Naked 2: Electric Boogaloo" Minus The Bear

13.What is your life story?
"Burly Heart" Guilty Gear OST

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
"The House of Sacred Remains" Castlevania: Lament of Innocence OST
(Yes. I want to build a church which is possessed by undead parasites. No, really. Had to be one of the coolest monsters in the game.)

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
"One Step Closer" Linkin Park

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
"The Latch Brother Bounce" The Latch Brothers; Jet Set Radio Future OST
(Okay, but only if everyone shows up wearing roller skates and we get to graffiti the church. Oh, and colors. No black and white, everyone has to wear lots and lots of color).

17.What will they play at your funeral?
"When They Come For Me" Linkin Park
(...Lawl. Listening to the lyrics, I can sorta see it.)

18.What is your hobby/interest?
"Go To Hell" KMFDM
(Considering what I've been itching to write lately, I concur.)

19.What is your biggest fear?
"I Like You So Much Better When Your Naked" Ida Maria
(You have no idea how happy I'd be if I never had sex again. Like, seriously. I get hella nervous at the thought of my boyfriend even seeing me half dressed, let alone naked, and not because I'm self conscious >_<)

20.What is your biggest secret?
"I Am Revenant" The Distillers
(YES! fistpump)

21.What do you think of your friends?
"Good Manners and Customs" Guilty Gear OST
(I have no comment. I cannot make sense of this.)

22.What will you post this as?
"Destroy The Orcs" 3 Inches of Blood
(Quick, assemble the mob! Grab your pitchforks and torches! We march at dawn! ...I'm having fun, leave me alone! >_>)


Because my journal needed a fresher entry. :)

Happy Mothers Day Grandma! :wave:
  • Mood: Lmao
  • Listening to: Call of Duty 4 in the background
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Eight Legged Freaks
  • Playing: Animal Crossing Wild World
  • Eating: Air
  • Drinking: Orange Juice
:santa: Santa Claus: An Engineer's Perspective :santa:

I. There are approximately two billion children (persons under 18) in the world. However, since Santa does not visit children of Muslim, Hindu, Jewish or Buddhist religions, this reduces the workload for Christmas night to 15% of the total, or 378 million (according to the Population Reference Bureau).
At an average (census) rate of 3.5 children per house hold, that comes to 108 million homes, presuming that there is at least one good child in each.

II. Santa has about 31 hours of Christmas to work with, thanks to the different time zones and the rotation of the earth, assuming he travels east to west (which seems logical). This works out to 967.7 visits per second. This is to say that for each Christian household with a good child, Santa has around 1/1000th of a second to park the sleigh, hop out, jump down the chimney, fill the stockings, distribute the remaining presents under the tree, eat whatever snacks have been left for him, get back up the chimney, jump into the sleigh and get on to the next house.
Assuming that each of these 108 million stops is evenly distributed around the earth (which, of course, we know to be false, but will accept for the purposes of our calculations), we are now talking about 0.78 miles per household; a total trip of 75.5 million miles, not counting bathroom stops or breaks. This means Santa's sleigh is moving at 650 miles per second --- 3,000 times the speed of sound. For purposes of comparison, the fastest man-made vehicle, the Ulysses space probe, moves at a poky 27.4 miles per second, and a conventional reindeer can run (at best) 15 miles per hour.

III. The payload of the sleigh adds another interesting element. Assuming that each child gets nothing more than a medium sized Lego set (two pounds), the sleigh is carrying over 500 thousand tons, not counting Santa himself. On land, a conventional reindeer can pull no more than 300 pounds. Even granting that the "flying" reindeer could pull ten times the normal amount, the job can't be done with eight or even nine of them--- Santa would need 360,000 of them. This increases the payload, not counting the weight of the sleigh, another 54,000 tons, or roughly seven times the weight of the Queen Elizabeth (the ship, not the monarch).

IV. 600,000 tons traveling at 650 miles per second creates enormous air resistance --- this would heat up the reindeer in the same fashion as a spacecraft re-entering the earth's atmosphere. The lead pair of reindeer would absorb 14.3 quintillion joules of energy per second each. In short, they would burst into flames almost instantaneously, exposing the reindeer behind them and creating deafening sonic booms in their wake.
The entire reindeer team would be vaporized within 4.26 thousandths of a second, or right about the time Santa reached the fifth house on his trip.
Not that it matters, however, since Santa, as a result of accelerating from a dead stop to 650 m.p.s. in .001 seconds, would be subjected to centrifugal forces of 17,500 g's. A 250 pound Santa (which seems ludicrously slim) would be pinned to the back of the sleigh by 4,315,015 pounds of force, instantly crushing his bones and organs and reducing him to a quivering blob of pink goo.

Therefore, if Santa did exist, he's dead now. :santa:=:dead:


I hope I didn't ruin anything for anyone :XD: I just HAD to. I was dying by the time I reached number four. Merry Christmas guys.
  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Elder Scrolls Oblivion
  • Eating: Ice cream
  • Drinking: Water
Grandpa could hardly recognize who Dad was. High fevers. Multiple strokes while on the table. Doctors tried to cool him down. Gall bladder went bad. Might've had to go to a group home. Combative, confused.

Grandpa died just a little under an hour ago. Dad said he and Grandma were just getting to leave, as visiting hours were over at 10, and his heart rate started to drop.

I don't know for sure if I want to cry or think of it as a blessing or whatever ways Mom keeps trying to explain it. Can't form two straight words at all.

God, it's like. . .

Both aunts are on their way up. Don't know when we're leaving.

Can't think straight. Can't sit still.